The title has a lot to do with the movie I watched today. Abang invited me to go for a movie with him, Johan and Hafez. Went to Taipan to settle my bank stuffs with Mommy before heading to Summit. Had lunch of a set of fillet o fish while waiting for the boys to come. I managed to buy a red button down shirt from Reject Shop. But the brand is FCUK, so it didn't really matter where did I get it from. Haha. Bought myself a zebra printed blanket for Uni next Monday. Gasp, 4 days left. Sigh. Watched Push at 1700, sat between Abang and Johan, while enjoying the movie. I really like the movie. My favourite character in Push would be Dakota Fanning, for sure. She just looked like a bad ass 13 year old kid. Im really fond of her right now. I like her style, with her micro miniskirt, knee high combat boots, pink highlighted hair and a black bad ass jacket. She looked pretty :] After 2hours of the movie, we went to the carpark feeling content. All of us except one. Hafez said he didnt really enjoy the movie. Why, I have no idea. As for Johan, it was his second time watching it, so that explains how much he enjoyed the movie, ey ? Johan paid for my movie ticket, which was really sweet of him to do so. Thanks Johan ! :D We sent Hafez all the way in Bukit Jelutong and I was half asleep before we arrived at Johan's. Sent him off in Usj3, and headed home. Showered as soon as I was home. Had dinner of mee hailam that Mommy cooked. Spent the next hours until now, learning French, googling facts about the worlds news, general knowledges about the Cabinets in Malaysia and practising how to speak and introduce myself for the interview. As the result, Im having sore throat. SIGH.
Zhr's coming with me and Mommy to Shah Alam tomorrow. Im going for a medical checkup for my Uni. Daddy will be home tomorrow from Sabah. Planning to go out with Zhr this Saturday.
I want to redeem my RM50 voucher from Forever21 that Zhr gave me along with the Oxford. I want my sore throat to heal so I can talk and practise more. I cant wait to finish Eclipse. Im now broke. Im now panicking over the interview thing. Im annoyed by car and road lights at night. I want to watch Push again. Im now finding a place to go where I can wear my Oxford. Im now freaking out on how little time is left for me before going to Uni. I really hope I will get in the French program. I WANT MY LICENSE, DESMONT(!!!), I want an iPod, I want a pair of bradshaw, I trust my boyfriend so Im not worried about him going to KLIUC, I miss Wie, I want to see Mamat, I cant wait for Transformers2 and HP and the half blood prince to be in cinemas, I miss Futsal(SO MUCH), Im now waiting for my boyfriend to call, I am not going to fall for my dream last night and I AM MISSING MY BOYFRIEND SO MUCH THAT IT HURTS. Patience, I will see him tomorrow, wont I ? Yes, I will :)
Wednesday, 20 May 2009
Monday, 18 May 2009
Because everything seems so perfect
Fara, Ijal and Zhr arrived at almost 1500. When Zhr called saying they were already downstairs, Mommy quickly asked me to on the tv to see them on cctv downstairs. Obviously, I saw them and saw Zhr was holding a big box. I called him just to tease, saying I could see him and asked what was that he was holding. He simply answered, a cake. I was like, for what ? And he said, saje. So yeah, I waited for them to come up. When they arrived, Zhr handed me the box. It was red, with a gold ribbon tied around it. The box was a little too big and not to mention, a little too fancy for a cake, but I believed him nonetheless. He placed the box in front of me, Fara and Ijal were grinning. I was confused with their weird expressions, but couldnt care less. So I just looked at the box and planning to hand it to Mommy when Zhr asked me to open it up. I didnt want to because well, it was a cake. Why do I have to open it up like a birthday present ? Fara, Ijal and Zhr insisted me to open the box, so I teared off the beautiful gold ribbon, and opened the red big box. And SCREAMED. Or shrieked. Both, probably. I couldnt blink my eyes because that was most certainly the best surprise anyone had ever given me. SERIOUSLY. A pair of Forever21 Oxford in the box were waiting for me to hold them in hands. I jump on the couch and went mad. Haha, I looked at Zhr and smiled all the way up to my ears, thanking him. Mommy was so confused, hearing me scream so loud, I rushed over to her and hugged her. She was still confused but not for long. I pulled her hand to the couch and asked her to see what Zhr had bought me. Mommy was surprised to, of course. She knows how bad I wanted them babies ! I couldnt thank Zhr enough until now. Oh my gosh, the greatest gift ever ! I quickly tried them on and posed in front of them. Haha. We went up to the rooftop after, took photos. I wore my new babies of course. Was just too excited getting my dream shoes, what more when my own boyfriend bought it for me for our anniversary present. Getting them from him just makes it much better ;]
Went down to the pool later on and swam for about an hour or so. Took alot of photos which are all with Fara. Went up, showered and got ready. We all went to Kajang to send Ijal. We had so much fun in the car, talking and laughing. But Zhr had a headache all of the sudden, I dont know why. Maybe because he hadnt eat or maybe it was that Chocolate drink he bought earlier. You see, he accidentally drank a sip of an expired Chocolate drink. Eww, gross. I know. We arrived in Kajang about half an hour later, ate at Ayza. Fara had to say goodbye to Ijal at 1915 as it was getting late. Though I know how Fara didnt want to let go of Ijal at that time, but she had to. We were on our way back when Fara accidentally drove the wrong direction and we got lost. I didnt worry much, honestly, because we were not alone. Zhr was with us. But when we got on to this isolated road, so dark and quiet, Fara lost it. She was so panicked, that she started to mumble and her handbag fell on her feet. She was doing a u-turn, with one hand on the wheel, the other down, to pick up her bag. But thing got a little too mess up when her bag was stucked on the pedal down there. Of course, Fara was panicking even more that she made me scared. Haha. She continued driving and the second she saw the word Puchong on the board ahead of us, she screamed like she had won a million bucks. I was laughing at her, seeing how she was reacting. She was being so cute, with the worried face plastered. Haha ;p We arrived in Subang Jaya safely, thank you Fara. And made a pit stop at McDonald's in Taipan as I promised Ipan to bring back a McFlurry Oreo for him. Fara sent me home and while I was walking to my house, I smiled to my self. Im so content that my day went so well, with those crazy people I love so much. I dont know what I'd do without them. I love today. Despite the fact that I spent the whole day with my loved ones, I now also owned my dream Forever21 Oxford ! So, yeay me ! I would like to thank my lovely boyfriend for making my dream come true. I love you oh so much ! Happy Anniversary again ;]
Went down to the pool later on and swam for about an hour or so. Took alot of photos which are all with Fara. Went up, showered and got ready. We all went to Kajang to send Ijal. We had so much fun in the car, talking and laughing. But Zhr had a headache all of the sudden, I dont know why. Maybe because he hadnt eat or maybe it was that Chocolate drink he bought earlier. You see, he accidentally drank a sip of an expired Chocolate drink. Eww, gross. I know. We arrived in Kajang about half an hour later, ate at Ayza. Fara had to say goodbye to Ijal at 1915 as it was getting late. Though I know how Fara didnt want to let go of Ijal at that time, but she had to. We were on our way back when Fara accidentally drove the wrong direction and we got lost. I didnt worry much, honestly, because we were not alone. Zhr was with us. But when we got on to this isolated road, so dark and quiet, Fara lost it. She was so panicked, that she started to mumble and her handbag fell on her feet. She was doing a u-turn, with one hand on the wheel, the other down, to pick up her bag. But thing got a little too mess up when her bag was stucked on the pedal down there. Of course, Fara was panicking even more that she made me scared. Haha. She continued driving and the second she saw the word Puchong on the board ahead of us, she screamed like she had won a million bucks. I was laughing at her, seeing how she was reacting. She was being so cute, with the worried face plastered. Haha ;p We arrived in Subang Jaya safely, thank you Fara. And made a pit stop at McDonald's in Taipan as I promised Ipan to bring back a McFlurry Oreo for him. Fara sent me home and while I was walking to my house, I smiled to my self. Im so content that my day went so well, with those crazy people I love so much. I dont know what I'd do without them. I love today. Despite the fact that I spent the whole day with my loved ones, I now also owned my dream Forever21 Oxford ! So, yeay me ! I would like to thank my lovely boyfriend for making my dream come true. I love you oh so much ! Happy Anniversary again ;]
Sunday, 17 May 2009
Future freaks me out
Yes, the future is really freaking me out. I'm even more freak out when I only have a week left before going to Uni. I was having my breakfast on Saturday when the door bell rang. Ipan went to see who it was and said it was for me. I saw a guy with a paper and a pen in hand saying, Nur farahin ? I nodded and went to sign on that piece of paper he was holding. He then gave me this envelope with the Kementerian Pelajaran Malaysia logo on it. I went in with a confused face. Mommy was so anxious to see what was inside, so I opened the envelope with a little too much of enthusiasm. When I read the first line on that letter, a smile crossed my face. I received another offer ! And it was my first choice. Its a language course and Im taking French. Both my parents were so happy of course. I mean, I didnt know luck was REALLY on my side ! I was content but when I saw the interview date, my face fell. I have to go for an interview on th 26th of May. UM's registration date is on the 25th. If I choose to pursue French but fail the interview, then I'll waste that UM offer. Its UM, for Gods sake. Of course I want to go there, but my interest is more on the language side. So, after discussing everything with my parents and asking Zhr for his opinion, I decided to go for UM on the 25th. But my parents will fetch me on the 26th for the interview. Thank God the language campus is just next door to UM. So, if I nail the interview, I'll go for French but if I dont, I'll continue in UM. Alhamdulillah, I received two good offers :] But now Im working my arse off to learn French seeing as I only have a week to study. The interview will be in English and French. To top that off, I'll have to sit for two exams before the interview. 135 IQ questions in 30minutes and an English test in 20 minutes. Who knows its so hard to be a French lecturer ?
BTW ,
BTW ,
Happy 14th Anniversary !
I've experienced so much with you. We went through alot, no matter bad or good, we always manage to sort it out and still be together. Thank you for always sticking up for me, for always protecting me, for loving me that much. I can see right through your eyes that you really meant it when you say you'll love me forever. I know you'll keep our promise to not leave me. I know you wont have the hearts to just shove everything we've built together. After everything we've been through, I know we really are meant to be. Even the biggest problem cant separate us. I want it to stay this way, forever. No matter how far I am, and no matter how busy you'll get in the future, remember the promises we made. I will aways love you, Mohd Zahir Fikri ♥
Sunday, 10 May 2009
Loved ones .
I've been staying in this cocoon for so long and yesterday I finally went out and had fun. My day started with all those butterflies in my stomach at 8 in the morning. I haven't been out with my boyfriend for quite awhile and yesterday my heart was racing like hell. I set my alarm at 10 but I woke up way earlier than that because my heart couldnt stop thumping and those butterflies didnt make the intention to leave my stomach alone. I decided to go back to sleep as it was still early. But I couldnt let my eyes shut. I forced myself to sleep and ended up staring at the ceiling for 2 hours. I dragged myself to the toilet at 10 and showered. Got ready at 1130 as Fara wanted to fetch me up at 12, or so she said. After struggling myself thinking what to wear, I settled in with an oversized striped button down shirt and my high waisted black skirt.
Zhr called when I was in the midst of applying my eyeliner and said he and Fara were already downstairs. I took my time, and continued getting ready. When I was already down, I couldnt see any black Viva parked around the compound. With the weather so hot, I was starting to be grumpy. I called Zhr and asked where he was. I had to walk to Petronas and was so mad that I had to sweat myself after 2hours of getting ready. I was being a total bitch to Zhr because I wasnt in the mood. I didnt really mind the walking, but I just hated the weather. Gosh I felt like I was in a stove, okay ! Kissed Fara hello and she drove us to KL Sentral. Arrived at KL Sentral, met up with Ijal and parked the car. We went straight to KLCC's foodcourt as soon as we stepped foot in KLCC. I ate fish and squid while Zhr ate toasts. What the H ? Haha We shared the fish actually. We then walked to Pavillion and bought movie tickets. Fara and Ijal watched Xmen. I decided to watch Coming Soon as I've watched Xmen with my family. We had plenty of time to waste before the movie so we wandered around Pavillion to searched for Mommy's present for Mother's Day. Zhr and I split with Fara and Ijal, and went to find the present at Forever21. Instead of mommy's present, I found a pair of REAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLYYYY nice oxfords ! Ohmygosh, seriously the second I set my eyes on that pair of shoes, I knew that Im in love. I ran towards the Oxfords and held it in hands. Oh how nice if I still have extra money in my bank. I nearly cried when I had to walk out of the store without bringing back those shoes. I can almost hear that pretty size 6 shoes calling my name when I didnt bring them back with me. See, even the shoes felt the same way as me. It was like love at first sight, you know :'[ I promised myself to come back for them, when I have sufficient money to buy those pretty babies :] After blistering my foot in my pairs of white and black Vagabond, I finally came across this nice blouse for Mommy at Promod. Zhr paid half because I was complaining about how I didnt have enough money and stuffs. Sorry baby and thanks :D We went back to F0rever21 but I refused to walk in front of those Oxfords because I didnt want to disappoint them and I didnt want to burst into tears when I walk out without them, again. Haha, after paying for Nina's birthday present, we went to search for Zhr's mommy's present. Didnt find anything until 1650. Went up to the cinema, bought a box of popcorn and a drink. I'll skip the movie part as it was too scary. It was a good movie though. So after movie, met up with Fara and Ijal and we walked to the Mamak in BB because Zhr wanted to eat. When we arrived there, we decided not to eat there as there were alot of people. Ended up going back to KL Sentral without eating. We planned to eat at KL Sentral but when we arrived there, Ijal's mom called. So we had to cancel our plan and went back after Ijal went back by train. Fara was so excited and happy in the car. Talking non stop about Ijal. Awww ;] Fara sent me home and after kissing them goodbye, I went up. I was so tired but managed to force myself showered. I had to forced my eyes to stay awake as I hadnt make mommy's card. Spent about 40minutes to make the card and the card was surprisingly, cute. Not to brag or anything ;p Mommy loved the blouse so much that she kissed me so hard on the cheek. Haha. My day went so well yesterday and I hope I could turn back time to where I could spend my time with my loved ones. Both Fara and Zhr :)
Zhr called when I was in the midst of applying my eyeliner and said he and Fara were already downstairs. I took my time, and continued getting ready. When I was already down, I couldnt see any black Viva parked around the compound. With the weather so hot, I was starting to be grumpy. I called Zhr and asked where he was. I had to walk to Petronas and was so mad that I had to sweat myself after 2hours of getting ready. I was being a total bitch to Zhr because I wasnt in the mood. I didnt really mind the walking, but I just hated the weather. Gosh I felt like I was in a stove, okay ! Kissed Fara hello and she drove us to KL Sentral. Arrived at KL Sentral, met up with Ijal and parked the car. We went straight to KLCC's foodcourt as soon as we stepped foot in KLCC. I ate fish and squid while Zhr ate toasts. What the H ? Haha We shared the fish actually. We then walked to Pavillion and bought movie tickets. Fara and Ijal watched Xmen. I decided to watch Coming Soon as I've watched Xmen with my family. We had plenty of time to waste before the movie so we wandered around Pavillion to searched for Mommy's present for Mother's Day. Zhr and I split with Fara and Ijal, and went to find the present at Forever21. Instead of mommy's present, I found a pair of REAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLYYYY nice oxfords ! Ohmygosh, seriously the second I set my eyes on that pair of shoes, I knew that Im in love. I ran towards the Oxfords and held it in hands. Oh how nice if I still have extra money in my bank. I nearly cried when I had to walk out of the store without bringing back those shoes. I can almost hear that pretty size 6 shoes calling my name when I didnt bring them back with me. See, even the shoes felt the same way as me. It was like love at first sight, you know :'[ I promised myself to come back for them, when I have sufficient money to buy those pretty babies :] After blistering my foot in my pairs of white and black Vagabond, I finally came across this nice blouse for Mommy at Promod. Zhr paid half because I was complaining about how I didnt have enough money and stuffs. Sorry baby and thanks :D We went back to F0rever21 but I refused to walk in front of those Oxfords because I didnt want to disappoint them and I didnt want to burst into tears when I walk out without them, again. Haha, after paying for Nina's birthday present, we went to search for Zhr's mommy's present. Didnt find anything until 1650. Went up to the cinema, bought a box of popcorn and a drink. I'll skip the movie part as it was too scary. It was a good movie though. So after movie, met up with Fara and Ijal and we walked to the Mamak in BB because Zhr wanted to eat. When we arrived there, we decided not to eat there as there were alot of people. Ended up going back to KL Sentral without eating. We planned to eat at KL Sentral but when we arrived there, Ijal's mom called. So we had to cancel our plan and went back after Ijal went back by train. Fara was so excited and happy in the car. Talking non stop about Ijal. Awww ;] Fara sent me home and after kissing them goodbye, I went up. I was so tired but managed to force myself showered. I had to forced my eyes to stay awake as I hadnt make mommy's card. Spent about 40minutes to make the card and the card was surprisingly, cute. Not to brag or anything ;p Mommy loved the blouse so much that she kissed me so hard on the cheek. Haha. My day went so well yesterday and I hope I could turn back time to where I could spend my time with my loved ones. Both Fara and Zhr :)
Thursday, 7 May 2009
So, there's this guy right. He kind of has my heart
Zhr Fikri ,
The first time I saw that name was in the year 2000. I was 9 and was sitting with my friends in our standard 3 class. 3 Bersih, I still remember. My girls and I were looking at a piece of paper. It was our class' name list. Somehow that name caught my eyes. Hence, made me eager to know who this Zahir Fikri is. So I asked my friend, who is this boy. My friend pointed her little finger to this one petite guy. He was very fair and, kind of, cute too. The conversation ended there and I never did mention his name again to my friends. I never thought of him much after that and I didnt make an attempt to talk to him. Soon, the year 2000 ended and I totally vanished that name in mind. I had new friends. The ones I've never thought I'd be friends with. 2years came by rapidly and next thing I knew, it was already 2003. I was in standard 6. That year, I was a senior. I was so proud of being the oldest among the students. Somehow, I managed to get my old friends back. Shera was my bestfriend back when we were 9 and we continued our friendship when we were 12. We were as close as ever. Nothing can seperate us at that time. What more when we were both prefects, so we went to recess together, everything together. We prefects switch posts every 2weeks or so and when I saw our head prefect put up a new paper on the board, I went eagerly to see, hoping that I would get a post near Shera so we can spend some more time together. When I saw that board, I was surprised ! My post was 6Bersih, Shera's class ! Even better, I said to myself. I instantly ran to Shera with a grin on my face to tell her the good news. Taking care of 6Bersih wasnt so hard with Shera there. I slowly became closer to the students in that class. Especially with Iskandar, Naim, Fadly and surprisingly, Zahir Fikri. Zhr wasnt that friendly back then. He was the shy kind of guy, I assumed. After awhile, I grew more and more fond of them and always go to their class. Until one day, I was standing in front of 6 Bersih, during recess. The boys came up to me and Naim actually said, Zhr suka kau. I was surprised, of course but didnt give it much thought because I knew he was playing around just to tease Zhr. But ofcourse, it'll be nice too if what he said was true. I smiled to myself all the way that day because I have to admit, I had a crush on him, kind of. I didnt manage to get my mind off him, so told Shera about it. She was so happy to hear that her bestfriend liked her classmate and promised me to help. I said it would be nice if she could help but warned her to NOT spill the fact that I liked him. I was so naive, I know. Haha. Weeks past and the whole school was talking about us. Zhr and I, that is. We were both together then, and even the teachers seemed to like us being together. I was so happy that I got him. I thought that it was impossible because he was the quiet type but, I successfully became his first girlfriend ! Haha. We were happy, going back together, walked together. Oh and Zhr didnt have a cellphone back then, so we had to contact through EMAIL ! How cool were we ? Old school okay ! Haha and he sometimes made an effort to call me using his house phone on Saturday morning(s), before his parents wake up. I remember how excited I get when I saw his name on my phone screen, I even jumped on my bed. I loved the sound of his husky voice, early in the morning, a sign that he just woke up. Every day after school, I would wait at the same spot where Zhr waited for his bus to come. And sometimes we would go to 7Eleven nearby. Though I knew mommy would be furious because she had warned me not to walk all the way to 7Eleven. But heck, I was so stuborn and went almost everyday. Just because Zhr always went too. One day, Shera asked me if I was interested to participate in choir. At first I refused but when Shera told me Zhr was in, I hesitantly agreed to join. I have to admit, I was mentally disturbed and was so obsessed with my own boyfriend. I even bought new stationaries just because Zhr had the same ones. I was the happiest girl ever when Mommy helped sending Zhr home when he missed his bus. After we finished our big exam end of the year, teachers organised a trip to Langkawi by train. Of course I wanted to go, what more when I found out Zhr was going too. Being a child and a complete naive in the whole love thing, I was so excited for the trip. I mentioned it every single day to Shera and planned what clothes should we bring and stuffs. Someting happened a few days before the trip. I fought with Shera and we drifted apart. I soon became closer to Azaelea and Rina. Shera was so furious that I ditched her and attempted suicide. I was shocked when I heard about it. But luckily her mom saw what she was doing and quickly get some help. Since that day, I became friends with her again but not as close. I kept a distance between us. The day before the trip, I forced Mommy to bring me out to shop for clothes for me to wear during the trip. I was so satisfied when Mommy brought me to Subang Parade and bought a few tops and jeans. When the day came, I was so excited and wore my brand new clothes. We were all supposed to meet with the teachers at the Subang KTM. I arrived at KTM and vigorously searched for Zhr. My eyes landed on him and saw his parents. That was the first time I saw his parents. Though they didnt know me, I felt content when they looked at me. I have no idea why. Haha. We spent almost a day in the train before we arrived in Langkawi. I was assigned to the same room as Shera, Rina, Wana and Ellis. Until this one night, all the teachers decided to go out at night for karaoke. The students were left in our apartments. All the girls in my apartment were asleep as it was midnight. Rina and I were wide awake, watching Lizzie McGuire on Disney when Is called Rina(they were a couple back then) and complaint that their apartment didnt have an astro. So Rina and I invited the boys to our apartment to watch tv. We were oblivious about how deep the trouble we could get in if the teachers find out. The boys came and my heart was pounding as fast as hell because Zhr was with the boys too. Rina and I then went into our room, leaving the boys in the living room watching tv. That was when our teacher, Cikgu Manja, called my phone. I was scared to pick up in case she knows about the boys. But after several rings, I had to pick up. Turned out, she didnt know. She called just to inform me that she was on her way back to our apartment. Rina and I quickly ran to tell the boys that the teachers were on their way back. So the boys went back. Rina and I both let out a huge sigh of relief when we thought we didnt get caught. It wasnt like we did anything with the boys but you know how kids get nervous over something ridiculous. Haha. Cikgu Manja knocked our secret knock on the door and I opened the door to an angry face. Right that moment, I knew she found out about what we did. And yes, she went ballistic. Rina and I cried and apologised. We promised we wont invite boys to our apartment again. The next day was like normal. Everyone was oblivious to what had happened the night before. The boys came to us and told us that the teachers found them running back to their apartment and asked where were they from. They had to tell the teachers the truth, saying they went to our apartment. But the boys werent as grumpy and sad as Rina and I were. After awhile, we decided to enjoy our last couple of days in Langkawi. The trip was a hell lot of fun. We returned to Subang with a big grin on our faces. Soon, the day that I was dreading came. Last day of primary school. I didnt want to leave school. 2003 was the best year I've ever experienced. Until now, I still want to go back to 2003. On the last day of school, I cried buckets. Knowing I would somehow lost contact with some of my close friends. When school ended that day, I waited at the waiting shed. I saw Zhr at the far end. I ignored him because at that time, we had some misunderstanding or something. When Syafiq, my good friend came to me, I purposely went to him and treated him extra than I should just to annoy Zhr. Syafiq had a crush on me, or so he said, so I knew if I treated him good, he would like it. And I was right. Syafiq got it wrong and thought I liked him when all I wanted to do was to see whether or not Zhr would get jealous. Zhr looked at me with so much hatred that I gave up. We didnt really break up but after that day, I didnt see him for so long as we both were in different high school. I got in Usj4 and Zhr was in Usj12. We lost contact and I just assumed that we were over. I hated him so much then, because well, he was my ex. I had this feeling that hating an ex is a must, How stupid was I ? Haha. I started dating other guys in high school and moved on. I havent heard from him for a while until he added me on Myspace. My body tingled a little when he commented me. I had no idea why I felt that way when really, I hated him. But I replied his comments and we became friends on Myspace. When I was 15, after my PMR examination, I was closed to Shera, once again. But that time, Fara and several others had joined the clan. Haha. Shera threw a birthday party and I came with my boyfriend at that time, Rahimi. Little did I know Zhr would be there too. When I saw him, I didnt smile or talk to him as I felt like he was a stranger.I wondered how could he possibly be there. He was sitting beside an Indian guy and now I know who that guy was. Vino ! Of course Vino was there. His ex girlfriend attended the party too. That explained so much why Zhr was there. I ignored him and us girls went dancing with each other. When 2006 ended, my parents warned me to stay away from Shera because of my bad PMR results. Us girls drifted apart when each one of us were seperated in different classes. But Fara and I remained friends though we were in different stream. We managed to find a tuition together just so we could spend time together as we didnt have time to hang out at school. Zhr and I continued being friends in Myspace and we got closer to each other day by day. We were on each others top. I was closed to Sha that time and that brought Zhr and I closer as he was dating Sha. Coincidentally, I had something with Zhr's friend, Dot. But Dot and I didnt officially date because I told him I wasnt ready. After a few months, I was with that stupid Amirul and stayed friends with Zhr. I was at Subang Parade with Amirul one day, when I saw Sha. I saw her with Ethan and they looked like a couple. I was confused so I asked Zhr whether he and Sha were still together. Zhr said yes, and asked me why. I had to tell him the truth, explaining how I saw Sha with Ethan earlier. I begged him to asked Sha for explaination before he did something stupid. But next thing I knew, they broke up. I felt guilty for telling him but was content that I helped him from getting cheated on. But there were times when she IM-ed me and said how she wished she could get Zhr back. I gave her advices, asking her to just explain the truth to Zhr and I did asked Zhr to give her another chance. Zhr refused and yes, they were officially over. Sha didnt know I was the one who told Zhr, of course. But I felt guilty. December of 2007 came and I got a job at Baskin Robbins in Taipan. I was still with Amirul but our relationship was on the rocks after he accused me of having an affair with my colleague. One day, Zhr came by Baskin Robbins with his bunch of friends and stopped in front of Baskin Robbins but didnt came in. He then text me saying sorry that he didnt came in. His reason ? He was shy. I replied saying he MUST come and buy ice cream from me before I quit the job end of December. He promised he would. He did come and bought a pint of ice cream. We talked for a little while and he went back. Fara came to my house one day and checked out my phone. She asked me whether something was going on between Zhr and me because she saw all those texts from him. Not that there was any flirty texts, but Fara was curious. I said no, nothing is between us and I was still with Amirul. After Raya, Wana invited me to her open house. I went and tried to have fun with my friends but couldnt as Amirul was being so annoying, calling and texting me a thousand times. I snapped and text him saying dont be too clingy, and I was trying to have some fun with my girlfriends. He was furious and called again. I ignored his calls and that was when Wana said Zhr was there too. My heart let out a thump but I had no idea why. Wana then came to me and said Zhr called me. I went outside, exactly where he was sitting and said what did he want. He asked me to accompany and sit with him since he was alone. I agreed and we got around to talk. We asked about each other's love lives. Amirul had to interupt our moment to catch up and that time I had enough. So I picked up the phone and he had asked me where was I. I told him I was at Wana's house in an angry voice and added, and Im hanging out with my ex boyfriend, referring to Zhr, of course just to make Amirul furious. He went ballistic and said why the hell would I want to hang out with my ex and stuffs. I couldnt care less of what he said and just hung up. My parents came to fetched me up and Zhr came up to the car and said hey to my family. Of course, they knew him because he was my boyfriend back then. After that incindent, Amirul and I broke up.It was end of February and I remember I just moved to my condo and daddy havent put up the internet. So I had to go down to the bistro to online. It was Friday and I just came back from my school, after winning 7th place on my school's road run. I came online and saw Zhr was online on my top. He commented me saying he hadnt seen me online for a while and I replied. After a couple of comments, I switched off the laptop as the internet was a sucker there. I went up to my house and received a text message. From Zhr. He asked why didnt I tell him I was off, he was waiting for me to reply his comment. Since I didnt have credit left in my phone, I borrowed mommy's phone and explained to Zhr how the internet was so slow. I said I'll text him when I have credit and we said goodbye. The next day, like usual, I had art class on Saturday mornings. After the class, I went to top up while waiting for my mom to fetch me. I decided to text Zhr. We called each other Dude back then, I dont know why. Haha. We continued texting. That night, he asked me something I've been waiting for him to ask. He asked whether I have a boyfriend. I said no I dont, and asked him the same. His answer ? You la girlfriend I. Dari sekolah rendah plak ;p I smiled all night long after reading that text. After awhile, we started calling each other girlfriend and boyfriend. And we met several times at Taipan. On March 16th 2008, he said he wanted to asked me to be his but he wanted to do it face to face. Not on the phone. He finally asked on March 18th. And at first I thought he was kidding but he said he was serious. I said yes and the rest is history.
Alot happened before and all those facts I just typed up there are the signs of how we're meant to be. I never thought you would be my destiny. But looking back, all those years, I am 100%, or maybe 150% sure that you're my soul mate. I have no doubt that we would be eternity. I've wasted all these years looking for a perfect guy when he was standing right in front of me all this while. I'll never take you for granted and I cherish all those moments all the way back when we were so little and naive to figure out what love is. I knew love from you, Zahir Fikri. I know how to love with all my heart and soul because of you. I realised forever really do exist because of you. I never thought I would be this blessed but here I am. Everything seems just so perfect with you around. So, thank you for your endless love, support and strength you've been giving me all this while. We're going different ways for our studies soon. But please, promise me we wont drift apart and we wont repeat the mistake we did breaking up like in 2003. I dont want anything to be in the way in our relationship. I know we can survive together no matter how far we are. I love you mucho grande, muffin.
♥ One year, two months and still going strong , baby ;]
The first time I saw that name was in the year 2000. I was 9 and was sitting with my friends in our standard 3 class. 3 Bersih, I still remember. My girls and I were looking at a piece of paper. It was our class' name list. Somehow that name caught my eyes. Hence, made me eager to know who this Zahir Fikri is. So I asked my friend, who is this boy. My friend pointed her little finger to this one petite guy. He was very fair and, kind of, cute too. The conversation ended there and I never did mention his name again to my friends. I never thought of him much after that and I didnt make an attempt to talk to him. Soon, the year 2000 ended and I totally vanished that name in mind. I had new friends. The ones I've never thought I'd be friends with. 2years came by rapidly and next thing I knew, it was already 2003. I was in standard 6. That year, I was a senior. I was so proud of being the oldest among the students. Somehow, I managed to get my old friends back. Shera was my bestfriend back when we were 9 and we continued our friendship when we were 12. We were as close as ever. Nothing can seperate us at that time. What more when we were both prefects, so we went to recess together, everything together. We prefects switch posts every 2weeks or so and when I saw our head prefect put up a new paper on the board, I went eagerly to see, hoping that I would get a post near Shera so we can spend some more time together. When I saw that board, I was surprised ! My post was 6Bersih, Shera's class ! Even better, I said to myself. I instantly ran to Shera with a grin on my face to tell her the good news. Taking care of 6Bersih wasnt so hard with Shera there. I slowly became closer to the students in that class. Especially with Iskandar, Naim, Fadly and surprisingly, Zahir Fikri. Zhr wasnt that friendly back then. He was the shy kind of guy, I assumed. After awhile, I grew more and more fond of them and always go to their class. Until one day, I was standing in front of 6 Bersih, during recess. The boys came up to me and Naim actually said, Zhr suka kau. I was surprised, of course but didnt give it much thought because I knew he was playing around just to tease Zhr. But ofcourse, it'll be nice too if what he said was true. I smiled to myself all the way that day because I have to admit, I had a crush on him, kind of. I didnt manage to get my mind off him, so told Shera about it. She was so happy to hear that her bestfriend liked her classmate and promised me to help. I said it would be nice if she could help but warned her to NOT spill the fact that I liked him. I was so naive, I know. Haha. Weeks past and the whole school was talking about us. Zhr and I, that is. We were both together then, and even the teachers seemed to like us being together. I was so happy that I got him. I thought that it was impossible because he was the quiet type but, I successfully became his first girlfriend ! Haha. We were happy, going back together, walked together. Oh and Zhr didnt have a cellphone back then, so we had to contact through EMAIL ! How cool were we ? Old school okay ! Haha and he sometimes made an effort to call me using his house phone on Saturday morning(s), before his parents wake up. I remember how excited I get when I saw his name on my phone screen, I even jumped on my bed. I loved the sound of his husky voice, early in the morning, a sign that he just woke up. Every day after school, I would wait at the same spot where Zhr waited for his bus to come. And sometimes we would go to 7Eleven nearby. Though I knew mommy would be furious because she had warned me not to walk all the way to 7Eleven. But heck, I was so stuborn and went almost everyday. Just because Zhr always went too. One day, Shera asked me if I was interested to participate in choir. At first I refused but when Shera told me Zhr was in, I hesitantly agreed to join. I have to admit, I was mentally disturbed and was so obsessed with my own boyfriend. I even bought new stationaries just because Zhr had the same ones. I was the happiest girl ever when Mommy helped sending Zhr home when he missed his bus. After we finished our big exam end of the year, teachers organised a trip to Langkawi by train. Of course I wanted to go, what more when I found out Zhr was going too. Being a child and a complete naive in the whole love thing, I was so excited for the trip. I mentioned it every single day to Shera and planned what clothes should we bring and stuffs. Someting happened a few days before the trip. I fought with Shera and we drifted apart. I soon became closer to Azaelea and Rina. Shera was so furious that I ditched her and attempted suicide. I was shocked when I heard about it. But luckily her mom saw what she was doing and quickly get some help. Since that day, I became friends with her again but not as close. I kept a distance between us. The day before the trip, I forced Mommy to bring me out to shop for clothes for me to wear during the trip. I was so satisfied when Mommy brought me to Subang Parade and bought a few tops and jeans. When the day came, I was so excited and wore my brand new clothes. We were all supposed to meet with the teachers at the Subang KTM. I arrived at KTM and vigorously searched for Zhr. My eyes landed on him and saw his parents. That was the first time I saw his parents. Though they didnt know me, I felt content when they looked at me. I have no idea why. Haha. We spent almost a day in the train before we arrived in Langkawi. I was assigned to the same room as Shera, Rina, Wana and Ellis. Until this one night, all the teachers decided to go out at night for karaoke. The students were left in our apartments. All the girls in my apartment were asleep as it was midnight. Rina and I were wide awake, watching Lizzie McGuire on Disney when Is called Rina(they were a couple back then) and complaint that their apartment didnt have an astro. So Rina and I invited the boys to our apartment to watch tv. We were oblivious about how deep the trouble we could get in if the teachers find out. The boys came and my heart was pounding as fast as hell because Zhr was with the boys too. Rina and I then went into our room, leaving the boys in the living room watching tv. That was when our teacher, Cikgu Manja, called my phone. I was scared to pick up in case she knows about the boys. But after several rings, I had to pick up. Turned out, she didnt know. She called just to inform me that she was on her way back to our apartment. Rina and I quickly ran to tell the boys that the teachers were on their way back. So the boys went back. Rina and I both let out a huge sigh of relief when we thought we didnt get caught. It wasnt like we did anything with the boys but you know how kids get nervous over something ridiculous. Haha. Cikgu Manja knocked our secret knock on the door and I opened the door to an angry face. Right that moment, I knew she found out about what we did. And yes, she went ballistic. Rina and I cried and apologised. We promised we wont invite boys to our apartment again. The next day was like normal. Everyone was oblivious to what had happened the night before. The boys came to us and told us that the teachers found them running back to their apartment and asked where were they from. They had to tell the teachers the truth, saying they went to our apartment. But the boys werent as grumpy and sad as Rina and I were. After awhile, we decided to enjoy our last couple of days in Langkawi. The trip was a hell lot of fun. We returned to Subang with a big grin on our faces. Soon, the day that I was dreading came. Last day of primary school. I didnt want to leave school. 2003 was the best year I've ever experienced. Until now, I still want to go back to 2003. On the last day of school, I cried buckets. Knowing I would somehow lost contact with some of my close friends. When school ended that day, I waited at the waiting shed. I saw Zhr at the far end. I ignored him because at that time, we had some misunderstanding or something. When Syafiq, my good friend came to me, I purposely went to him and treated him extra than I should just to annoy Zhr. Syafiq had a crush on me, or so he said, so I knew if I treated him good, he would like it. And I was right. Syafiq got it wrong and thought I liked him when all I wanted to do was to see whether or not Zhr would get jealous. Zhr looked at me with so much hatred that I gave up. We didnt really break up but after that day, I didnt see him for so long as we both were in different high school. I got in Usj4 and Zhr was in Usj12. We lost contact and I just assumed that we were over. I hated him so much then, because well, he was my ex. I had this feeling that hating an ex is a must, How stupid was I ? Haha. I started dating other guys in high school and moved on. I havent heard from him for a while until he added me on Myspace. My body tingled a little when he commented me. I had no idea why I felt that way when really, I hated him. But I replied his comments and we became friends on Myspace. When I was 15, after my PMR examination, I was closed to Shera, once again. But that time, Fara and several others had joined the clan. Haha. Shera threw a birthday party and I came with my boyfriend at that time, Rahimi. Little did I know Zhr would be there too. When I saw him, I didnt smile or talk to him as I felt like he was a stranger.I wondered how could he possibly be there. He was sitting beside an Indian guy and now I know who that guy was. Vino ! Of course Vino was there. His ex girlfriend attended the party too. That explained so much why Zhr was there. I ignored him and us girls went dancing with each other. When 2006 ended, my parents warned me to stay away from Shera because of my bad PMR results. Us girls drifted apart when each one of us were seperated in different classes. But Fara and I remained friends though we were in different stream. We managed to find a tuition together just so we could spend time together as we didnt have time to hang out at school. Zhr and I continued being friends in Myspace and we got closer to each other day by day. We were on each others top. I was closed to Sha that time and that brought Zhr and I closer as he was dating Sha. Coincidentally, I had something with Zhr's friend, Dot. But Dot and I didnt officially date because I told him I wasnt ready. After a few months, I was with that stupid Amirul and stayed friends with Zhr. I was at Subang Parade with Amirul one day, when I saw Sha. I saw her with Ethan and they looked like a couple. I was confused so I asked Zhr whether he and Sha were still together. Zhr said yes, and asked me why. I had to tell him the truth, explaining how I saw Sha with Ethan earlier. I begged him to asked Sha for explaination before he did something stupid. But next thing I knew, they broke up. I felt guilty for telling him but was content that I helped him from getting cheated on. But there were times when she IM-ed me and said how she wished she could get Zhr back. I gave her advices, asking her to just explain the truth to Zhr and I did asked Zhr to give her another chance. Zhr refused and yes, they were officially over. Sha didnt know I was the one who told Zhr, of course. But I felt guilty. December of 2007 came and I got a job at Baskin Robbins in Taipan. I was still with Amirul but our relationship was on the rocks after he accused me of having an affair with my colleague. One day, Zhr came by Baskin Robbins with his bunch of friends and stopped in front of Baskin Robbins but didnt came in. He then text me saying sorry that he didnt came in. His reason ? He was shy. I replied saying he MUST come and buy ice cream from me before I quit the job end of December. He promised he would. He did come and bought a pint of ice cream. We talked for a little while and he went back. Fara came to my house one day and checked out my phone. She asked me whether something was going on between Zhr and me because she saw all those texts from him. Not that there was any flirty texts, but Fara was curious. I said no, nothing is between us and I was still with Amirul. After Raya, Wana invited me to her open house. I went and tried to have fun with my friends but couldnt as Amirul was being so annoying, calling and texting me a thousand times. I snapped and text him saying dont be too clingy, and I was trying to have some fun with my girlfriends. He was furious and called again. I ignored his calls and that was when Wana said Zhr was there too. My heart let out a thump but I had no idea why. Wana then came to me and said Zhr called me. I went outside, exactly where he was sitting and said what did he want. He asked me to accompany and sit with him since he was alone. I agreed and we got around to talk. We asked about each other's love lives. Amirul had to interupt our moment to catch up and that time I had enough. So I picked up the phone and he had asked me where was I. I told him I was at Wana's house in an angry voice and added, and Im hanging out with my ex boyfriend, referring to Zhr, of course just to make Amirul furious. He went ballistic and said why the hell would I want to hang out with my ex and stuffs. I couldnt care less of what he said and just hung up. My parents came to fetched me up and Zhr came up to the car and said hey to my family. Of course, they knew him because he was my boyfriend back then. After that incindent, Amirul and I broke up.It was end of February and I remember I just moved to my condo and daddy havent put up the internet. So I had to go down to the bistro to online. It was Friday and I just came back from my school, after winning 7th place on my school's road run. I came online and saw Zhr was online on my top. He commented me saying he hadnt seen me online for a while and I replied. After a couple of comments, I switched off the laptop as the internet was a sucker there. I went up to my house and received a text message. From Zhr. He asked why didnt I tell him I was off, he was waiting for me to reply his comment. Since I didnt have credit left in my phone, I borrowed mommy's phone and explained to Zhr how the internet was so slow. I said I'll text him when I have credit and we said goodbye. The next day, like usual, I had art class on Saturday mornings. After the class, I went to top up while waiting for my mom to fetch me. I decided to text Zhr. We called each other Dude back then, I dont know why. Haha. We continued texting. That night, he asked me something I've been waiting for him to ask. He asked whether I have a boyfriend. I said no I dont, and asked him the same. His answer ? You la girlfriend I. Dari sekolah rendah plak ;p I smiled all night long after reading that text. After awhile, we started calling each other girlfriend and boyfriend. And we met several times at Taipan. On March 16th 2008, he said he wanted to asked me to be his but he wanted to do it face to face. Not on the phone. He finally asked on March 18th. And at first I thought he was kidding but he said he was serious. I said yes and the rest is history.
Alot happened before and all those facts I just typed up there are the signs of how we're meant to be. I never thought you would be my destiny. But looking back, all those years, I am 100%, or maybe 150% sure that you're my soul mate. I have no doubt that we would be eternity. I've wasted all these years looking for a perfect guy when he was standing right in front of me all this while. I'll never take you for granted and I cherish all those moments all the way back when we were so little and naive to figure out what love is. I knew love from you, Zahir Fikri. I know how to love with all my heart and soul because of you. I realised forever really do exist because of you. I never thought I would be this blessed but here I am. Everything seems just so perfect with you around. So, thank you for your endless love, support and strength you've been giving me all this while. We're going different ways for our studies soon. But please, promise me we wont drift apart and we wont repeat the mistake we did breaking up like in 2003. I dont want anything to be in the way in our relationship. I know we can survive together no matter how far we are. I love you mucho grande, muffin.
♥ One year, two months and still going strong , baby ;]
Wednesday, 6 May 2009
A day with my bestfriend ,
Watched football this morning. I almost cry when Arsenal lose to the stupid Man United with the score 3-1. I have to say that the referees were definitely on Man United's side. Seriously, I was about to throw a mug on the tv screen when Park pulled someone's head and got a free kick for himself. Screw you, Park ! And what more when Ronaldo got a free kick because he PRETENDED to fall. Oh please, you're so ugly that I can puke right in your face, Ronaldo. You suck, enough said. I was so satisfied when one of Man United's player who I forgot the name, received a red freaking card from the referee for sliding Fabregas. Van Persie scored for the penalty kick. So, thank you !
Received a text from Amirul, a sarcastic one for the lose of Arsenal. I was so furious that I replied sarcastically too. I hate him as much as I hate Ferguson.
Woke up late today as I slept at 5 something. Fara called and asked if I could accompany her to see her boyfriend all the way in Kajang. After informing Mommy that Im going out with Fara and leaving the part that we're going to Kajang because I know Mommy wont let me go(I know, my bad!), I wore my Topshop top and my black skinny and waited for Fara to arrive. She came up to my house to use the toilet. After filling up the gas in her Viva, we made a pit stop at Mommy's school to take my ID from her as she asked for my ID earlier this morning to settle some stuffs for the U. We girls were on our way to Kajang and we had a lot of fun. We talked all the way and kudos to Fara for driving the right way. Though it was her first time, she did a really good job. We arrived around half an hour later, met up with Aniq, Ijal's cousin. Tailed Aniq's car to his house and waited for Ijal there. Ijal was at tuition and didnt know Fara was there to meet him. Aniq asked him to come to his house. After several attempts to keep the fact that Fara was there, Ijal refused to come to Aniq's house. Fara and Aniq had to tell him that she was there. As soon as Ijal heard Fara was there, he came with his blue scooter without hesitation. Awww, he really loves her :] We waited for Aniq to shower and all the four of us went to Ummi, a restaurant nearby with Fara's car. I can see Fara was really excited and happy to meet her boyfriend of almost 6 months. They both were being goofy and funny around each other and that is why they are so sweet together. At 1700, Fara and I excused ourselves because we didnt want to arrive in Subang late as both our parents didnt know exactly where we were. Sent Ijal back to Aniq's house and we went back. Fara couldnt stop talking about Ijal and thats the prove how passionate she feels about him. I love seeing my bestfriend happy. We let out a huge sigh of relief when we arrived in Subang. Went straight to Rahim as we were both starving. Ordered two iced tea and two plates of fried maggi. Zhr came by later on and hung out for a little while. Cam whored in the car after bloating our stomachs and Fara dropped me home before sending Zhr back. What a productive day, I must say ! Thanks to Fara :]
Arrived home seeing Abang praying and that was when I realised that it was already 1900 and I havent pray Asar. I quickly cleaned up and pray, just in time before Maghrib.
Received a text from Amirul, a sarcastic one for the lose of Arsenal. I was so furious that I replied sarcastically too. I hate him as much as I hate Ferguson.
Woke up late today as I slept at 5 something. Fara called and asked if I could accompany her to see her boyfriend all the way in Kajang. After informing Mommy that Im going out with Fara and leaving the part that we're going to Kajang because I know Mommy wont let me go(I know, my bad!), I wore my Topshop top and my black skinny and waited for Fara to arrive. She came up to my house to use the toilet. After filling up the gas in her Viva, we made a pit stop at Mommy's school to take my ID from her as she asked for my ID earlier this morning to settle some stuffs for the U. We girls were on our way to Kajang and we had a lot of fun. We talked all the way and kudos to Fara for driving the right way. Though it was her first time, she did a really good job. We arrived around half an hour later, met up with Aniq, Ijal's cousin. Tailed Aniq's car to his house and waited for Ijal there. Ijal was at tuition and didnt know Fara was there to meet him. Aniq asked him to come to his house. After several attempts to keep the fact that Fara was there, Ijal refused to come to Aniq's house. Fara and Aniq had to tell him that she was there. As soon as Ijal heard Fara was there, he came with his blue scooter without hesitation. Awww, he really loves her :] We waited for Aniq to shower and all the four of us went to Ummi, a restaurant nearby with Fara's car. I can see Fara was really excited and happy to meet her boyfriend of almost 6 months. They both were being goofy and funny around each other and that is why they are so sweet together. At 1700, Fara and I excused ourselves because we didnt want to arrive in Subang late as both our parents didnt know exactly where we were. Sent Ijal back to Aniq's house and we went back. Fara couldnt stop talking about Ijal and thats the prove how passionate she feels about him. I love seeing my bestfriend happy. We let out a huge sigh of relief when we arrived in Subang. Went straight to Rahim as we were both starving. Ordered two iced tea and two plates of fried maggi. Zhr came by later on and hung out for a little while. Cam whored in the car after bloating our stomachs and Fara dropped me home before sending Zhr back. What a productive day, I must say ! Thanks to Fara :]
Arrived home seeing Abang praying and that was when I realised that it was already 1900 and I havent pray Asar. I quickly cleaned up and pray, just in time before Maghrib.
Tuesday, 5 May 2009
Bad News
Turned out my intake for Uni is on the 25th of May instead of early July. Which left me with 20 more days in Subang. Im excited to start studying but Im not ready at the same time. Its too early for me and I havent prepared myself. Im not ready to leave Subang, though UM is not that far, but I still have to stay in the hostel which is the most hated part so far. I went through the terms and conditions on the internet last night and the butterflies havent stop lurching in my stomach since then. I even dreamt about it last night and it wasnt good. I dont want to leave my boyfriend and Fara. I want to live here with my family. But I guess its time for me to change my way of life. I have to learn to survive alone somehow..
Saturday, 2 May 2009
Course Modules
These are my subjects in University of Malaya :
Basic Chemistry I
Basic Chemistry II
Basic Chemistry III
Basic Chemistry VI
Basic Physics I
Basic Physics II
Basic Physics III
Basic Physics VI
Algebra and Geometry
Algebra and Calculus
Statistics and Probability
Calculus
Preparatory English Course I
Preparatory English Course II
Character Building and Development
Information Skills
Will I manage to cope ? Ahhh
Basic Chemistry I
Basic Chemistry II
Basic Chemistry III
Basic Chemistry VI
Basic Physics I
Basic Physics II
Basic Physics III
Basic Physics VI
Algebra and Geometry
Algebra and Calculus
Statistics and Probability
Calculus
Preparatory English Course I
Preparatory English Course II
Character Building and Development
Information Skills
Will I manage to cope ? Ahhh
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