Future freaks me out

Yes, the future is really freaking me out. I'm even more freak out when I only have a week left before going to Uni. I was having my breakfast on Saturday when the door bell rang. Ipan went to see who it was and said it was for me. I saw a guy with a paper and a pen in hand saying, Nur farahin ? I nodded and went to sign on that piece of paper he was holding. He then gave me this envelope with the Kementerian Pelajaran Malaysia logo on it. I went in with a confused face. Mommy was so anxious to see what was inside, so I opened the envelope with a little too much of enthusiasm. When I read the first line on that letter, a smile crossed my face. I received another offer ! And it was my first choice. Its a language course and Im taking French. Both my parents were so happy of course. I mean, I didnt know luck was REALLY on my side ! I was content but when I saw the interview date, my face fell. I have to go for an interview on th 26th of May. UM's registration date is on the 25th. If I choose to pursue French but fail the interview, then I'll waste that UM offer. Its UM, for Gods sake. Of course I want to go there, but my interest is more on the language side. So, after discussing everything with my parents and asking Zhr for his opinion, I decided to go for UM on the 25th. But my parents will fetch me on the 26th for the interview. Thank God the language campus is just next door to UM. So, if I nail the interview, I'll go for French but if I dont, I'll continue in UM. Alhamdulillah, I received two good offers :] But now Im working my arse off to learn French seeing as I only have a week to study. The interview will be in English and French. To top that off, I'll have to sit for two exams before the interview. 135 IQ questions in 30minutes and an English test in 20 minutes. Who knows its so hard to be a French lecturer ?

BTW ,

Happy 14th Anniversary !

I've experienced so much with you. We went through alot, no matter bad or good, we always manage to sort it out and still be together. Thank you for always sticking up for me, for always protecting me, for loving me that much. I can see right through your eyes that you really meant it when you say you'll love me forever. I know you'll keep our promise to not leave me. I know you wont have the hearts to just shove everything we've built together. After everything we've been through, I know we really are meant to be. Even the biggest problem cant separate us. I want it to stay this way, forever. No matter how far I am, and no matter how busy you'll get in the future, remember the promises we made. I will aways love you, Mohd Zahir Fikri ♥