Five days to go

Arts today was okay. I finished an hour early. From school, Mom said we're going to register for my driving school. Ate a bar of Snickers for lunch today. Oh, I am highly annoyed that Fara and Zhr are now done with SPM. Sighh its not fair. So anyway, Mom wanted to get her facial products at Body Shop so we went to Sunway Pyramid. Bought a birthday present for Aunty Sha. Ate Wendy's and when we were walking we bummed into Fara's dad. So we talked for quite awhile but Fara was not there. She was in Taipan. While talking with her dad, Zhr texted and said he's on the way to Pyramid. I was psyched ! When I saw Vino, I knew Zahir's with him. And let me tell you, I was so happy that I almost tripped on my wedges. Haha. Its been a month, of course I was excited. I missed him so much (: Mommy asked Zhr to take driving lessons with me too. I hope his daddy will agree :) While talking to Zhr and Vino, I saw Fara. And guess what, I shrieked like the mall was mine. Haha. Not that I havent seen Fara for ages. In fact, I just saw her that morning at school, so why was I being so excited ? I dont know. Haha. The fact that Zhr's there and Fara too. I was just happy to see both of my favourite ones. Seeing Zhr after a month sent a slight chill in my body. I couldn't stop smiling (: We talked about prom and Mom suggested we go search for dresses in a store nearby. Unfortunately, the store was horrible. Not a single decent nice dress to wear for prom. They were all with frills and like, flowers here and there. Fara had to get back, so Mom said we better head home too because it was already 7. After saying goodbye to Zhr and Fara, we went back. On the way back, in the car, Fara texted and asked where did I buy my blue tote. Because she wanted to buy a bag for her date tomorrow with Ijal. Awww :) Its her first time meeting him and I sure hope everything goes well. So I offered to lend her the bag and we made plans. She agreed to come by my house with her Mom to take the bag. She arrived around 8. And as usual we talked , talked and talked some more. Its nice to talk to her. Our moms were also busy talking-nonstop. Just like us. Thats what females do, I suppose. Lol. And now its 11, Fara just went back. I hope she'll have a good time with her Mr. So-Called Boyfriend tomorrow. Oh and Fara will be joining me for the driving school too. How great. We made plans for us after I finished my exams next week. And just thinking about it made me excited and eager.

I have Accounts tuition tomorrow morning at 830. I'm so lazy but thinking about how this would be my last tuition I have to attend in my life, I convinced myself to just go and study my ass off. Just for the sake of these last few days, right ? Five more days, five more days, five more days and I'M FINALLYYYY DONE WITH HIGH SCHOOL !

PS ; Pray for me for the last two papers, will you ? Thankyouverymuch

Busy day

I went out to buy baking stuffs with Mom after Aunty Sha fetched my brother and sister. I helped Mom baked chocolate moist cake. And let me tell you, its yumm-mayy ! :D I went swimming with the kids at 6pm. Its been a long time since the last I went swimming. It was relaxing. I hurt my wrist for playing volleyball in the pool. But it was fun. The kids cracked cute jokes especially Aiman (: As we went up, everyone was arguing about who gets the toilet first. And being a very nice sister, I ended up showering the last when the clock hits 8.30pm. I ate the char kuey teow Mom cooked and had my oh so yummy chocolate moist cake for dessert. Uhh, I have to stop eating like seriously. After I finished showering, Amirul arrived and I went into my room with Nina and Amirul's sister, Angah. We spent the whole time talking about our lives. It was great to have someone who can listen. I never heard from Fara for a long time. I miss her and I want to tell her everything. She's the only one that will understand but its nice to let it out to someone like Angah and Nina. They're such good listeners. Thank you, sweeties (: I cant wait to talk to Fara. I need her, pronto !

Amirul's brothers, Im and Aiman are sleeping over tonight. I tried to persuade Aunty Sha to let Angah sleepover too but she flatted out no. But she promised to bring Angah again tomorrow. Yeay ! :) Its just that its been a long time since all these things are bottled up inside me and I need someone who understands. So its nice to have her and Nina. Though of course I didn't spill EVERYTHING. I mean, there's only one person I can spill everything too and that's Fara. So I'll just have to wait for a few more days till I'm free and I will definitely tell her everything.

If all you peeps wouldn't have guessed, I didn't get my hand on any accounts or economics books today. Its Tuesday and I'm definitely not ready. Please please please, I need the mood to start study, now. Or I'll absolutely regret it when I get the result slip. So somebody, shove me a motivation and spirit to study because I'm really in need of those right now.

I'm a little tired, so I guess this is it. Good night

Rise and Shine ,

Morning all you peeps (: I just got back from Petronas near my house with Mom. Bought nasi lemak for breakfast today. And now waiting for Nina to finish showering so we all could eat breakfast together. Aunty Sha and her kids are coming later on to fetch Nina and Irfan. And they're all going to watch Madagascar. As for me, I volunteered to accompany Mom at home since Dad's not here(actually I didn't want to tag along because it'll be super awkward to go out with my ex-boyfriend's Mom, don't you think?). Zahir's now doing his second paper on Physics. I know he can do it (:

My elder brother is always out nowadays. He's not really close to us any more. And all his new friends? We don't even know them. If you ask me, I'd rather be friends with his former friends. They're a lot nicer. Oh well, its his life though. He comes back home like once a week now. And when he's home, I just don't feel like talking to him. I don't know why. He's like a whole different person. I hope we'll be okay like we used to be soon. Someday.

When Abang came back home the other day to kiss Dad goodbye for Beijing, he told me some Independent Film Director wants me to be in her show. She saw my photo in Abang's phone and asked if Im interested. The thing is, I don't think I can. They'll start shooting before my SPM ends. So I might just say goodbye to whatever dreams I'm having. And anyway, I don't want to be busy after my SPM. I want to spend my time with my boyfriend and friends :D

Mommy's calling for breakfast. Gotta jet ! Toodles

Finally ,

Its been ages ! I was unable to blog since I can't online due to my big exam, SPM. I have another 2 and a half papers to go and I'll be free ! But despite the 2 and a half papers, I still have to wait 8 days to kiss my highschool books goodbye. Sighhh. Alot happened, of course. But not before SPM though because all I did was study my ass off for my History the first and second day. The first paper of my History was nothing like I imagined. It was tough. And so far I've had massive stress-ness over my Additional Mathematics paper only. Pheew, thank god huh ? I just hope all my hard work will pay off. I even managed to find a last minute private tutor for my Add Maths 3 days before the paper. English on the other hand, I enjoyed writing the essay as I'm really into writing. I wrote both my essays about my best friend, Fara :D She went all aww-you're-so-sweet on me when I told her about it. Haha.

Forget the exams. The reason I can blog now is that my daddy's not home. And that I have more than a week holidays till my second last paper. I can barely wait ! During my so-called holidays, I went to Ikea with Mom and like usual, as soon as I saw the restaurant in Ikea I forgot all my self promises the night before and started to stuff my face with foods. I cant help it if they serve nice and decent food there, right ? (: I ate a fish burger and fries, 'helped' Mom finish her mashed potato and veggies and for dessert, my favourite of all time, Daim cake. Yummmmmyy, I must say. After all, thats the only thing I MUST eat every time I go to Ikea. Even if I'm not hungry. yes :D After I finished off my last bit of oh so delicious cake, I continue stuffing the carrots on mommy's plate. Its a good think I turned pescetarian, you know. Because if I didnt, I will surely eat the chicken pie Mom was having too. Haha. I had to pack my cinnamon roll in a paper bag since my stomach was like ready to burst. When I was on the way back home, the whole Usj was flooded. Mom was so scared and started talking like we were going to drown right then and there. Haha. I tried to crack stupid jokes and Mom was like 'Im too scared to laugh right now' but she laughed anyway. Lol. We were relief when we arrived home safely.

Now back to studies, I've been lazing around on the couch every single day without studying for my remaining papers. Account and Economics are really important, I know. But everyday when I woke up I will promise myself that I will study but then I'll just watch tv and sleep the whole day. And now I'm starting to panic ! Ironically, Im panicking but I have no intention to study at all. Gahhh, somebody shoot me in the head, for gods sake.

Last night I was famishing for food. The whole family and I went to send daddy off to KLIA. And hearing Mom said 'no, we're going straight back home after sending your daddy' after my little brother, Irfan asked her 'are we going to eat out later ?' was the most disappointing moment in my life ! Okay maybe I'm exaggerating a little but like, I didn't eat since noon and it was midnight. How could I not be hungry ? But then Mom felt sorry for her children and took us to a 24hours mamak restaurant in usj17. I ate a little and started feeling sick. So I stopped eating. When I got home Mom invited Nina and I to sleep in her room since Dad's in Beijing. I woke up this morning with sore on my whole body. That is what I get from sleeping next to Nina. Haha.

I had a talk with Mom this evening about my future. I told her Im confuse and that I'm afraid that I will choose the wrong path when Im in college. Mom said not to worry and hearing her explanation about college life send a slight chill in my body. Mom also said that maybe this week we'll go register for my driving test. Finally. Oh well, I cant stop thinking about my life after SPM. Im thinking about getting a part time job anywhere. Yeah, anywhere BUT a restaurant or any stores that has anything to do food. I've had enough of sore body parts every night from my job at Baskin Robbins last year. So yeah, Im thinking more of a clothing store or maybe MPH or something. As long as the pay's good, then Im all for it :D

Wow, this is an awfully long post. Need to eat my dinner. Till then (: