Bad luck it is

Came back last night all the way from UM just to go waste my time at Gombak. I should explain. Well, this morning I had to wake up early and go to Soka Driving Agency in ss19. Roger and Desmond brought me and the others to APMBE in Gombak. To cut things short, I passed my first round. Acing all three sections. But the bad news is that I failed on the road. I am completely devastated and refused to accept the fact that JPJ failed me on the spot because I was driving too slow. Come on man, Im just a beginner. So why the H do you want me to drive like a mad girl ? Please. Sigh

Arrived home feeling extra super exhausted. Talked with mommy for a bit and showered. Ate mommy's freakishly delicious fried rice. And ate durian. Sure, every taste of it was like heaven but when I've washed my hands for a million times but the smell is still there, I started to regret it. Ahhh durian is the best ever. Thats why they call them king of fruits, maybe ?

I want to type a longer post but sadly I have to go now because its almost 8pm, and I have to get ready to go back to college.

Oh, going for a movie with loverboy this Thursday. Transformers, okay. Be jealous ;]

I'll post about everything later if I have the time to online at college. Au revoir !

Driving ,

Woke up today at around 8, Desmond text saying my class today will be at 2pm. I fell back asleep as soon as I read his text, knowing I have plenty of time. Woke up later on at 10.30pm, showered, did my daily chores and ate breakfast. A bowl of cereal later, I lay back on the couch and read New Moon. After awhile, I was starting to feel sleepy again. Before I dozed off, I took a glance at my Astro's clock. 1pm. I told myself its okay to take a half an hour nap. Abang said goodbye to me before going to college, and that made me wide awake. I looked at the clock again. 1.15. I decided to sleep again but couldn't. So I dragged myself in my room and got ready. When I was in my robe, ironing my blouse, my cell phone rang. I ran for my phone which was charging at that time. As soon as I saw Desmond's name on the screen, I urgently pressed the answer button.

Desmond : Ayeen woo, you ada kat rumah tak ? Im already downstairs haa (with his thick Chinese accent)

Me : Aiya Desmond. Apahal you awal sangat ? I belum siap lagi tau, aiyooo.

Apparently, this always happen. My accent will automatically turn like Chinese whenever I talk to Chinese people who talks like that. Haha. Then he said its okay, I can take my time getting ready, he'll just wait downstairs. Surprisingly, I got ready in 10minutes. By 1.40pm, I was already downstairs, running as if that would escape me from the drizzling rain. Desmond drove me to Gombak, the place I will take my driving test tomorrow. As soon as we got there, I was nervous. But after Desmond explain to me about what to do and what not to do, I relaxed a little. Desmond got off the petite Kancil and told me to do the Bukit, Parking and Three Point Turn myself. I know I've done it for like, gazillion times before but that was not the same place. Its different, really. The bukit was certainly higher than the one before. But after several rounds, I was getting to fit in. Desmond asked me to drive for the road test after that. Well, it was kind of hard for me because Im not really the person who can remember any roads. Sure, I can remember a formula for my Accounts or Math or Economics. But roads arent my best friends. Desmond showed me the map and after driving for like, 2 times on the same road, I can remember it. I had to struggle to remember though. Haha Thank God the road for the test isnt that far. When the rain started to pour heavily at 5pm, Desmond drove me back to my house and dropped me off. Now Im really nervous about the test tomorrow. REALLY SCARED, seriously. I tend to shiver everytime I think about it. Desmond had been a really great instructor thought :)

You know better ,

Woke up at 8.45 am by the knock on my room's door. I reluctantly opened up the door to see daddy, all dressed up in his working attire of shirt and slacks. He wanted to kiss me goodbye, so after kissing him, I went straight to my bed and as I was about to fall asleep, I was having panic attack when I realise that its almost 9am and Im still in bed. I woke up and rushed here and there to get ready for work. After a couple of minutes, I relaxed a little, and secretly cursed myself for being so stupid. Its Tuesday, my off day. I fell back asleep seeing how tired I was from yesterday. I woke up at 9 something and washed my blue sneakers and black flats. After placing them under the hot sun at the balcony, vacuumed my room, took out the garbage. After sweating, I showered and had breakfast in my towel wrapped around me. Believe it or not, instead of my usual couple of toast, I ate four instead. Two with peanut butter and two with eggs. Gosh.

So anyway, my driving instructor, Desmond decided to move up my class from 1230 to 1130. I was rushing because he told me at the very last minute. I settled on my black sweatpants, my green MNG basics, a sweater and my checkered flats. I wore my hair up tight up in a messy bun and I clipped my bangs back. When Desmond called and said he's already downstairs, I realised that there was no keys in the house, how am I gonna go out ? I tried finding the keys everywhere in the house, despite Desmond waiting downstairs. But yes, at times like this, of course I didnt found the keys. And of course, at times like this I have no credits to call my parents. Cool huh ? NOT. I started to feel grumpy. Fortunately, Nina have credits, and tried calling mommy. Mommy picked up and Nina being her slow self, talked to mommy so slow and not to mention, annoying when Im in a rush. So I took the phone off her hand and talked to mommy myself instead. Yes, turned out my house key was with mommy and so did her keys. So I have no keys to get the hell out. I begged mommy to call Desmond for me and asked him to wait as I didnt have the key. So mommy called him and rushed back. After waiting for 15minutes, mommy arrived with the keys and apologised. I didnt mind, its just that I was scared what will Desmond say ? Luckily he was so cool about it and told me that Im his third student who didnt have the keys to get out of the house. Lol. I thought we're gonna be okay but turned out that I was absolutely wrong. Everything went wrong with my driving. I dont know what happened to me but clearly I wasnt in the mood for driving because I really sucked just now. I felt like crying when Desmond shouted at me. He never shouts at me. Sighh. So I have to book another class because I screwed up today. I came back home, finding mommy and Ipan havent arrived. Seeing how much amout of sweat I produced whille I was driving because of the freaking hot weather, I got rid of my clothes and changed into my super short shorts and spaghetti strap. Wow, I cant even say how comfortable I felt at that moment. Lol. I ate the snickers I bought earlier while reading my book. Zhr came later on. We ate at the bistro downstairs. I ordered a tuna sandwich platter with fries and honey dew with milk. Yummy :) After eating the sandwiches I shared with Zhr, we decided that we were still hungry. So Zhr ordered a fried rice which I ate with him too. Then Ipan came and ordered a fried maggi. After waiting for Ipan to finished up his maggi, we went down to the convinient shop to get some ice creams.

Im hungry. Gonna grab couple of toast, watch OC-AGAIN and go to bed when Im knackered. Cheers !

PS ; I LOVE YOU MOHD ZAHIR FIKRI BIN MOHD AZMI!!

Unbelievable ,

Zahir woke me up at 6am yesterday. And I had the hardest time opening my eyes. But I managed and showered. Was ready to go to my driving thingy. Went to the convenient shop downstairs with Mom and bought 2 cream breads for breakfast. Fetched Zhr and Vino up and went to SS19. I was on time for the first time ! Haha. After settling some stuffs with Roger, the driving instructor, he drove us to Damansara to get our amali thing done. Shalmaa Aina was with us too. So we went through of 3 hours talk about the driving which was super boring. Zhr and Ainaa fell asleep. So it was only Vino and me. But I'll admit that eventhough I didnt sleep the whole time but I had a hard time forcing my eyes to stay wide. After the 3hours talk, we went out to the car and was taught about the car parts, the engine and stuffs. We were all so eager to finish the session so we could go stuff our stomach with goodies. When it FINALLY ended, we rushed our way to the pathetic warung which was so freaking dirty. I swore not to eat anything there but, I had to take my words back because I was starved to death, I swear. At first I refused to eat and wanted to get something later at Pyramid as Zhr and I planned to go there after. But then, we waited for Roger to fetch us and Vino took the time to eat. He ordered fried maggi and when his plate was placed in front of him on the table, I couldnt help myself. I asked him for one mouthful and ohmy. I dont know whether I was REAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLYYYY hungry or that maggi was sooo deli-freaking-licious ! So I asked Zhr to order one for us. We shared a plate of the same maggi Vino had. Aina ordered one plate too. After Vino finished his first plate, he ordered another one. And I ate another plate with Zhr too ! I told you, I was famished ! Haha.

Not the right time ,

Its been what ? 4 days since my last post ? Yeah. Been busy. Seeing how my lovely boyfriend is back from his holiday, I've been out alot. On the 20th, Zhr, Fara, Vino and me went to Bandar Kinrara to take our Undang test. We arrived at 11am and waited for million hours ! We did our computerized test at 6pm. I had a fight with Zahir there. We didnt talk the whole time. When it was my turn to go in the examination room, I was so nervous that I shivered. My hands started to sweat. With the my situation with Zahir, I was scared that I will completely black out while doing the test. We have to nail 42 and above over 50 question within an hour. That means we cant have more than 8 wrongs. Ohmygod, that sounds really hard. I passed the test, luckily. I nailed 47 questions which was pretty shocking. I mean, yes I did studied alot for the past couple of days but I was so scared ! I thought I totally blew it. Ohmyy, I thanked God as soon as I received my result slip. All of us passed except for Vino. Fara and Zahir both got 42 and 43 :) But Vino got 39, which kind of up setting seeing how he now has to repeat the test this Wednesday alone. Oh well, good luck buddy :)

The next day, we met at Pyramid and watched Yes Man, HILARIOUS ! Jim Carrey is the best ! Haha. Managed to buy the gladiator I dreamt of for such a long time. I saw Fara wearing it the day before and decided to buy it on Sunday with Zahir. When we stepped into Vincci, two gladiators caught my eyes. One was red and the other was blue and black. I tried on both of them for like, million times, and after asking Zhr which one looks better on me for the 6988365 million times, I decide to buy the blue and black because that was the one I was craving for from the first I laid eyes on it. So yeah. Called daddy to pick us up at around 6something pm, since mommy's not here. She went to Melaka for her college reunion.


I'm so tired tat I cant think of anything else to say. So I might as well go get some rest. Goodnight guys

Five days to go

Arts today was okay. I finished an hour early. From school, Mom said we're going to register for my driving school. Ate a bar of Snickers for lunch today. Oh, I am highly annoyed that Fara and Zhr are now done with SPM. Sighh its not fair. So anyway, Mom wanted to get her facial products at Body Shop so we went to Sunway Pyramid. Bought a birthday present for Aunty Sha. Ate Wendy's and when we were walking we bummed into Fara's dad. So we talked for quite awhile but Fara was not there. She was in Taipan. While talking with her dad, Zhr texted and said he's on the way to Pyramid. I was psyched ! When I saw Vino, I knew Zahir's with him. And let me tell you, I was so happy that I almost tripped on my wedges. Haha. Its been a month, of course I was excited. I missed him so much (: Mommy asked Zhr to take driving lessons with me too. I hope his daddy will agree :) While talking to Zhr and Vino, I saw Fara. And guess what, I shrieked like the mall was mine. Haha. Not that I havent seen Fara for ages. In fact, I just saw her that morning at school, so why was I being so excited ? I dont know. Haha. The fact that Zhr's there and Fara too. I was just happy to see both of my favourite ones. Seeing Zhr after a month sent a slight chill in my body. I couldn't stop smiling (: We talked about prom and Mom suggested we go search for dresses in a store nearby. Unfortunately, the store was horrible. Not a single decent nice dress to wear for prom. They were all with frills and like, flowers here and there. Fara had to get back, so Mom said we better head home too because it was already 7. After saying goodbye to Zhr and Fara, we went back. On the way back, in the car, Fara texted and asked where did I buy my blue tote. Because she wanted to buy a bag for her date tomorrow with Ijal. Awww :) Its her first time meeting him and I sure hope everything goes well. So I offered to lend her the bag and we made plans. She agreed to come by my house with her Mom to take the bag. She arrived around 8. And as usual we talked , talked and talked some more. Its nice to talk to her. Our moms were also busy talking-nonstop. Just like us. Thats what females do, I suppose. Lol. And now its 11, Fara just went back. I hope she'll have a good time with her Mr. So-Called Boyfriend tomorrow. Oh and Fara will be joining me for the driving school too. How great. We made plans for us after I finished my exams next week. And just thinking about it made me excited and eager.

I have Accounts tuition tomorrow morning at 830. I'm so lazy but thinking about how this would be my last tuition I have to attend in my life, I convinced myself to just go and study my ass off. Just for the sake of these last few days, right ? Five more days, five more days, five more days and I'M FINALLYYYY DONE WITH HIGH SCHOOL !

PS ; Pray for me for the last two papers, will you ? Thankyouverymuch