Dance dance

The girls are coming to my house later this afternoon. We're going to try and rent the dance studio at the pool to practice. The reason we changed our venue to my house instead of the school hall is because of that old virgin. You know, the LEE BITCH, according to Mommy. Yeah, we figured why should we see her ugly face again in that school? I might die if I see her face again, no kidding. The girls were so excited to come to my house and I think it's better for us since we're going to practice in a proper dance studio now. Zahir's coming over to hang with us and watch us dance too.

I'm about to finish Dear John, I'm at the part where John left Savannah and Tim's house. It was so sad that I had to like, stop reading for a while to dwell on my tears. Seriously. Savannah is so stupid, I wouldn't leave someone like John in the first place even if it means to wait for him for a year or two. I wouldn't mind because that's what love is about: Sacrifices.

My life is technicolor

I got my freaking car!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay, I just can't get over the fact that my family and Lover surprised me with a red Beetle this morning. YES, A FREAKING RED BEETLE, FOR GOD'S SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!! I know I have to calm down but I can't. I own a car, finally. And the fact that it's my dream car since I was little is like, I don't know. It's like I was dreaming when they surprised me in the parking lot. The feeling when I drive that adorable thing is unexplainable. It's just... I CAN'T BELIEVE I HAVE A BEETLE. A RED ONE TO BE EXACT. I shouted so loud and didn't stop for like, the whole 15minutes or so till my throat hurts. My dream definitely came true today. So I can scratch 'dream car' off my wish list then :)

I'm back in my hometown in Taiping to visit my sick Grandma. She lives alone, so we figured it'll be better to visit her since we have a day of holiday to add to the weekend. It's good to be here because I haven't been here for so long. Everytime my family wanted to go back to Taiping, I always have something going on like exams or classes. I missed Taiping despite the fact that mosquitos are flying all over me and that it's hot to the extend that I have to shower 85740 times a day. Seriously. Oh I almost forgot, I went out with Ika and Noor just now. Nina tagged along because karaoke is her thing. Lover dropped Nina and I off at Sunway's RedBox and when we entered the room, screams filled the air like haven't met for a gazillion years. Though it sure felt that long. I miss them so much! We sang like there's no tomorrow, I kid you not. Nina and Noor even stand on the sofa and were dancing and everything! Ika then gave me this really amazing card she made. It's so sweet that I almost teared up. I know they had fun as much as I did because I saw the smiles on their faces.

The fact that I got a car and that I met my lovely girlfriends in a day, it's like a dream all together you know. Minus the fact that I miss my lovely boyfriend so much that it hurts literally! I wish I could bring him here to Taiping. I can imagine how we'll go to Taiping Zoo, and we'll talk till late night. It'll be so much fun! Soon okay, sweetcakes? :) Okay my back and legs hurt so bad from sitting for too long in the car. So I'm going to rest while texting my boyfriend. Au Revoir :)

Wow

As you can already see, I changed my blog skin. I'm starting to get a little bored with the previous one. So anyways, God forgive me for not updating yesterday. I swear I did on my laptop but then realised Daddy brought the broadband with him and I'm too lazy to ask my brother the password for the wireless. Work yesterday was bored like usual. Two of Benefit's supervisors came and only two minutes with them I felt like burning them in hell. I hate the look on their faces, the way they talk, the way they do everything is just plain annoying. I ignore them completely and I don't freaking care what they want to say. Hell, I don't even care if they want to fire me from that lame job because I did well on the sales yesterday, thankyouverymuch. I hope they won't be there tomorrow, fingers crossed. Tailed Mom to school this morning and came back with a tired face plastered. Changed without showering and dozed off in the living room until the moon came up. I think today's world's tiring day because everyone seems pretty gloomy throughout the day. Even the kids were not energetic for the dance training and I had to keep on reminding them to live up. Maybe everyone woke up today and realised life is pathetic or maybe some of them kick start their days with bad hair days.
Work again tomorrow and gosh, I don't even know what to wear. I'll have to raid my closet for black clothes later then. It's so sad that I have to do something I hate for these three days.

Mom, my brother and I argued about the kid that was shot by a cop. I personally think that cop is stupid. Better yet, almost all of the cops are plain stupid and I bet each and everyone of them is suffering from a family dilemma and they tend to release their stress by acting like a cow. Law stated that a cop can't pull the triger unless if they were being shot at. But in this case, that kid was only 15years young and probably afraid because he didn't own a driver's license while the cop has a mind of a 3years old. I told you I hate cops especially the narrow minded ones in Malaysia. They need to at least be educated and please, dunderheads, learn how to open up your mind. Don't think you're a cop, you can be an asshole. I'm starting to get suspicious that cops don't have brains. I bet the main rules and regulations on the application form to be a cop is 'you can't have a brain to be a police.' Pardon my french, but I'm just speaking up my mind.

Home sweet home

People always say 'home sweet home' and I couldn't agree more. I started to realise this when I was actually forced to live away from home. Okay, though my college is just like, 10 to 15 minutes away from home, it's still not the same. Home is just somewhere you want to be at everyday. I know some I'm-a-teenager-and-I'm-too-cool-to-live-with-my-parents really exist in this cruel world but I assure you, I ain't one of them. I love my parents and I DON'T want(or never dream of) living away from parents. Be it if it's only like 3feets away. You can call me a baby or whatever shit you want, I will still love my lovely God given parents and I will still love home best than anywhere else. Well... unless if you count Canada in, then I'll forget all about home. Speaking of which, I really miss Canada. I miss the friendly people, the freezing cold weather, small snow flakes that made our 3layers of clothes and winter jacket wet, the cool streets we walk through, the one dollar shop that sells everything you needed at very low prices, our stops at the park after the long walks to take chocolate breaks, the Niagara Falls that amazed everyone, everything! I remember how Mom and I noticed that all the Canadians smell the same. It was a soothing and elegant smell. Mom and I went to every shop that sells perfumes and smelled each and every bottle of perfumes that were displayed as samples. We went through alot of shops when we found the smell that we've been looking for. It was Christian Dior's Pure Poison. At that time, Malaysia hadn't had Pure Poison, so Mommy bought extra. And how I took every flyers I saw, just for memories. I still have them now and when I miss Canada, I will took out the University of Toronto's hot pink file where I kept all the memories from that trip. Receipts, tags, flyers, plane tickets and everything, and I will look at them one by one, remembering every memory I had with each of them. I seriously miss Canada. Too much that I think I can just drop and die if somebody don't take me to breathe Canada's air soon. I'm not joking!

Finally

Fara and Zahir complained about how I didn't update my blog and everything. Oh well, don't blame me if my brain wasn't in typing mode. I just had breakfast with Lover near my class. Lover drove me here from home this morning. And I am now in class, waiting for the class to fill with students. And perhaps, a big belly lecturer who always mumble alone in front of the lecture hall? Yes, I'm having Math in like, three freaking minutes but I can only see 6students here including me.

I know I was supposed to update about my anniversary day. Okay, so.. I got ready way too early that day. Ika curled my hair and everything. I was so excited and was wondering where would he take me later? I didn't show my excitement though, as I didn't want Ika to think I'm like, some crazy woman or something. My heart was pounding like, a thousand beats per second. Lover arrived and I quickly grabbed my vintage purse that Lover gave me and the gifts I bought and made for him. The first thing he asked me when I climbed into his car was 'What's in the other bag?' as I brought two bags; one purse and another a recycle bag for the photo album I made for him. The photo album was too big for handbags, so I had no choice but to carry another bag just for the album. I wanted to surprise him with it but seeing how he had asked, I had no where to go. So I gave him the photo album right there and then. He was all smiley when he saw the photo of us on the cover of the album. He went through every page and was so quiet that I swear I can hear a pin drop. When he finished looking at the album, he looked at me, eyes watered. I was shocked that he cried. I wanted him to be happy! I cried too because I just don't like seeing him cry. He then said that tears of his were tears of joy. I was happy when he said that :) After all the tears and emo moment, we transformed to our cheerful selves and went to Curve. As soon as we arrived, we went to buy tickets for Alice in Wonderland at Cineleisure. Our first 3D movie together! After we bought the midnight movie tickets, I saw Lecka Lecka and checked if they have the Ferrero Rocher gelato that I like so much. God bless the ice cream shop because I saw that they have it. I immediately pulled Zahir by his hand and ordered one cup for me and helped Zahir choose his. He ordered a cup of Oreo gelato which tasted so good that I thought I can die of goodness of the gelatos. After, we were both famished and were craving for sushis. So we went around to find Sushi King and found one at Ikano. we settled down in Sushi King and ate like a couple of freaking Japanese. We didn't order any main dishes because Lover said the surprise he was planning was a dinner. We went to Borders and MPH after that to look at books. When the clock stroke 2100, Lover literally dragged me to the car and drove somewhere. I didn't recognise the road. The road was empty, dark and scary. I started to panic and asked where was he taking me. He just smiled and said, 'wait and see'. I tried to calm myself down but failed. I sure failed to hide it either as Lover kept looking at me telling me there's nothing to be scared of. When he suddenly stopped the car and parked somewhere near a tree, I was puzzled. I didn't know where was I. Then, I looked to my left and saw 'Bora Asmara'. I had no clue what that place was but the name was kind of familiar. Like someone had mentioned it to me before. But I pushed everything away from my head and held Lover's hand. We went through the entrance with was so beautiful, I kid you not. When I entered the idea snapped into my head and I knew that Bora Asmara was actually a restaurant. A really romantic with nice ambiance restaurant. I was happy, ofcourse! Whats with all the candles and soothing environment. After we ordered, I brought out the purple suede box from my bag and place it in front of Lover and said 'Happy anniversary!', and I opened the box. He was shocked to see two matching rings, I guess. Haha. I took out his and slipped it to his finger. I never felt so happy, you know? :) After dinner, we went back to Curve for our movie. As I said before, I fell asleep the whole time! Well, most of the time. I only watched the beginning and the ending part. Haha. I apologised to Lover for being such a sleepyhead. He sent me back to college then. My heart was heavy to let him go back, but I knew we couldn't stay in the car the whole night. After our goodbyes, I went upstairs with a smile on my face. I had a really great day with Lover and I dreamt something lovely too. So everything went smooth sailing and I love my boyfriend :)

Fara slept over my house that weekend and we had the best of time. We spent like a gazillion hours talking to Mommy about everything we girls always talk about and ended up in my room at around 330 in the morning. But our talk didn't end there, of course! Fara and I continued talking away till it was very late and as we planned to go out for breakfast with our lovers in the morning, we forced ourselves to shut our mouths and closed our eyes. It didn't take long to make us fall asleep anyway, seeing as how we were tired from all the talking, the shrieking and everything. The next morning, after my arguments with Zahir, both Nzrn and Zhr drove to my house to pick their pretty girlfriends' asses up. Lover and I fought in the car, seriously we've never fight like that before. But everything was okay after awhile. Fara and Nzrn brought us to a restaurant with banana pancakes which tasted good. And I had a plate of Seafood Cabonara which I finished it off. Oh I'm so fat :) Fara had been talking about her favourite bubble tea since last week so Zahir and I decided to give it a try. We shared a cup of Ice blended Honey Dew bubble tea and it was so good that we went for more yesterday. We went back after that as Lover had to go to his Floorball match in PJ. All in all, I had a very great time :)

Amazing!

My day with Zahir was smooth sailing. It went perfectly well. It was amazing, the most magical day of my life :) Thank you, boyfriend. I'm going to update all about it tomorrow as it's already like, 3.30 in the morning. Despite the fact that I fell asleep in the movie, I still am sleepy. Also, I'm eager to sleep because I know I'll be dreaming wonderful dreams tonight :) Night lovelies.

It's the day I've been waiting for!

Just a quick update. I'm now getting ready to go out with Zahir. I can't wait!

HAPPY 24TH ANNIVERSARY, MOHD ZAHIR FIKRI B MOHD AZMI ♥