Wonderland!

Will be watching Alice in Wonderland tonight with my family. I've been spending my whole weekend with reality shows and food. I haven't even crack my brain for education despite that my final exams will be in 2weeks. What am I doing? I know I wasn't born a genius and it's killing me. Knowing the fact that I wasn't born a hard worker isn't helping either. It's actually up to me now but I always fail to motivate myself. So what's it gonna be, Ayeen, what's it gonna be?

Like I said, I spent my weekend in front of the telly. Never did I know there are millions of reality shows now in this century as I don't watch tv that much. Or didn't. Whatever. I managed to watch Keeping Up With The Kardashians, Dallas Divas and Daughters, Leave it to Lamas and the list goes on. I couldn't help but notice how they live their luxurious lives. I hope I can just stroll in Chanel or Marc Jacobs or Dolce and Gabbana and just say "I have a party tonight, so I want a dress that will fit me perfectly" and all the staffs will rush to match me with the right dress, right heels and everything like all the rich people do. I also watched Sweet Sixteen where this girl has a Juicy Couture bag which is so adorable. I love Juicy and I want Juicy's bag :(

I'm so excited that lover has a surprise planned for me this Thursday as it's the day we'll turn two. And I have no freaking idea where he'll bring me. Thus, making me so hard to choose my outfit for that day. He told me not to wear anything too complicated as it'll be outdoor and hot. So I'm thinking about a dress but he had seen every dress I have. Gosh, I don't know what to expect, I'm so excited! Oh, help me! I need cash to buy a new dress. Sigh, I just made my life sound so depress, didn't I? Haha. I'll try to figure something out, pronto. Have I mention how excited I am? Just about a million times huh? That's because I AM UTTERLY EXCITED! Four more days? Are you kidding me? I can kill myself while waiting for Thursday to arrive!