Time to doze off!

I am really frigging tired and kind of sleepy. But when I thought I shouldnt sleep during day time, the rain had to pour down harshly. Now with the breeze and the sound of rain, I might doze off in a while.

I woke up today with sores all over my body. We had dance practice last night and we plan to do a whole new dance with stunts and all. So I had to learn how to do cartwheels and tumbling. I know Im so lame that I couldnt do it in the first place, but atleast I got it now. My ass and legs still hurt. But I dont mind. I like doing stunts and everything :) Spent an hour talking or should I say, mumbling in the phone with Zahir before sleeping. I cant remember what we talked about as I was too sleepy to even say a word. Classes today were hard. And in the evening, had to stay back in faculty after Construction to finish up our final project with my group. Will be heading down after prayer at around 8 tonight for another dance practice. Lets hope it'll be more fun and productive. Zahir is out playing futsal and Im so sleepy. Ahhhhhh -___-

Surprise, surprise!

I had so much fun with lover yesterday though we were behind schedule. He fetched me at 1800 and supposedly to Bangsar but seeing the traffic yesterday, we went straight to OU. We roamed around the mall and gosh! Charles and Keith has new stocks and boy, them shoes are beauuuttifullll! :) We went around the mall with our empty stomachs. So we went to eat at NewYork Deli. Oh god, the food was awesome, seriously. I didnt want to eat actually but I didnt want to upset lover because he really wanted me to eat. And okay, I admit the food was sooooo good, I actually hadnt eat food that good for this past month, but when I was full, I regretted it. I felt fat, like usual. Blergh. I had tagliante mushroom with crispy fish while lover had the biggest fish and chips on earth. Haha. We ordered dessert, Lake Chocolate which was strawberries and bananas with ice cream and chocolate fudge around all over the plate. Oh my, fats and more fats. After eating, lover bought me a blouse at Zara. Its leopard! Thanks sweetie :) He actually wanted to buy that ridiculous priced Zara dinner bag for me. But I didnt want to rush it, I have plenty of time to browse for a dinner bag. I want a bag which has the 'woah' factor but with a reasonable price. We arrived home at 2330, and Zahir hung out my place till 2 in the morning to watch How I met Your Mother. No worries, he only drops by when my family is around :)

He's everything to me

I'm nothing without you, babycakes.

I still remember how we always go back together when we were 12. I remember the feeling I felt whenever I saw you from across the block in school. I remember how I obsessed over you, buying everything single thing I saw you used. I remember how you used to call me in the morning with your husky little boy's voice. I remember how I jumped up and down my bed when I saw your number on my phone screen. I remember how we always email each other back then because we were too small and naive. And the memory is still fresh in my head, where we went separate ways when primary school ended.

4 years had gone and you came back to the picture. You came back into my life. But this time you were the bestfriend instead of the boyfriend. How I helped you with your ex girlfriend, how we always text each other about meeting up. How you came by Baskin Robins just because you promised me to. And I will always remember how we called each other 'dudeee' back then when you were my bestfriend. I remember how we planned to see each other in Lagoon when you promised me to give me tickets for 'Wet and Wild'. But things turned out to be otherwise, we never did see each other that day but I found your ex looking all over for you instead. I remember everything you said when we sat together at Wana's. And I never thought that when I logged in to my Myspace on February 29th 2008, it was the beginning of something new. I remember how you used to say you missed me whenever I abandoned Myspace. Since that Friday we text each other every single day. You started to call me girlfriend. And I started to call you boyfriend. I thought you were just playing around with your bestfriend. But that night, everything really did change. You asked me the question I've been waiting for so long. And now we're here two years later, still together, still going strong. I've been with you through thick and thin. We managed to enjoy the up moments and get rid of the down. You still stay beside me though we've been through the hardest ever. This bond we have is so strong and I doubt it will break soon because I have faith in us. I know we'll last for eternity.

You wiped away all my tears when I was not in the best condition to let me know theres someone who cares, you stare into my eyes everytime I was beside you as if to let me know that your eyes arent lying because it says 'I love you forever and will never let you go', you soothe me everytime I was sleeping to let me know that though Im asleep, you're still there with me, when I called saying Im starving, you always came to me with a bag of my favourite Fillet o Fish or you would bring me to Murni or Ikea because you know how much I love their food and everytime I called or text you saying 'today had been a total mess', you always appear at my door or in my college. And when you do that, I always say in my heart, 'YES HE IS THE ONE.' I dont know what I'd do without you.
I just can't stop loving you, Mohd Zahir Fikri B Mohd Azmi ♥

The Stress is Over!

Finally, my midterm exams are over! Okay, theres nothing to brag, but at least I can give my brain a rest for a week before I start to cramp back my precious brain. Despite the fact that midterm are over, finals are also just around the corner. I have like, another 2 and a half months till my finals. And I'll be done with my foundation. Everything just passes by ever so quickly these days. I've been a good girl, holding myself back from my white baby here. I havent even touch this laptop, what more press the on button. Its not like I have the time to anyway because I've been spending everyday with books till 4 or 5 in the morning despite that I had to wake up at 730. So yeah, in the past 4 days, I spent like only 8hours for sleep. I really hope I'll do good this semester. Hope all my effort will pay off on the day that results come out. Monday was Physics and Mathematics, the two subjects I always flunked. I spent most of my time the previous week to study these two, but I emphasize on Physics as the formulas and facts are just too much. But guess what? The paper turned out to contain all fact questions. No formulas were needed. But at least Im relieve that I had confidence doing it this time. But the result is a whole different story. Tuesday was Law and Management, the most important subjects this semester. Then it was time for English and Macroeconomics. The last day, which was yesterday, I was so happy that Accounts turned out to be easy and though there were uncertain answers I gave for Construction paper, at least I didnt stress out while doing it. And I thought I did well this time. I hope so :)

Mom and Dad fetched me up at last night. I fell asleep while waiting seeing I was lack of sleep. And continued sleeping in the car. And continued sleeping at home. Until this morning, I woke up with a headache. Thats what I get when I sleep too long. Going out with Zahir today. Not sure what time but he said it'll be late. I ate an apple for breakfast and now Im starving. But whatevs. I dont want to whine about my hunger because theres absolutely no point of complaining when I dont think I will eat later on.

Oh, on Wednesday, I almost collapse because all I ate the whole day was a piece of honey dew. Ika and Noor were so worried and started to lecture me while I was lying down to vanish the massive headache. Noor was so worried when she saw me walking so unstable and I had to hold on to the wall beside me to keep myself from falling down. My sight was so blur and everything was just spinning around me. I saw two Noor(s) when I looked at her. I felt like puking and it was so hard to breathe. I cant remember whether I passed out or I fell asleep, I just fell down on my bed and I cant remember anything after that. I woke up feeling better. Noor forced me to eat but I didnt want to. But just for the sake of Noor, I cooked instant noodle but didnt finish it. Atleast Noor stopped complaining how I didnt eat everyday. And yes, I felt so much better after eating. I have caring friends! Thanks you guys, for taking care of me while I was so sick to even breathe :)

One and only

A good bad day

I spent the whole day with Zahir today! Obviously, thats the good part of today. The bad part is.. sigh, i just hate myself too much to even let it out. Blergh!

Mommy bought me a little black dress for my college's dinner yesterday. We went to Taipan and roamed around the boutiques there. Zahir tailed us too. I wanted his opinion on any dress I was planning to try on. We tried all the boutiques and ended up in one that was full of pretty dresses. I tried on like, a gazillion dresses. In the end, I chose two of the best and asked Mom and Zahir to choose. They both ended up with the same dress. So I settled on the black frill dress Mom and Zahir said was pretty. I love it too! And its chiffon!

So today I started off my day with a knock on my bedroom door. It was so hard to open my eyes as I spent three sweet hours on the phone with Zahir the night before. I forced my eyes to open and dashed towards my door. I opened up the door to see Daddy in his white towel wrapped around his waist and water dripping from his curly black hair. A sign he just showered. He said, 'wakey wakey! You're going to Mom's school this morning.' When I remembered I did promised Mom that I would go to her school to help her with some art stuffs. So I had to dragged myself to the bathroom. I reluctantly showered with my eyes closed. I felt freshen up a little after the cold water hit my face. I had to stopped myself from shivering as it was 8 in the morning and the water was freaking cold. After showering, I blow dried my hair and slipped into my white oversized Forever21 and my black MNG skinny. I had breakfast of a bowl of cereals like usual. Daddy was already out the door by the time I finished washing my dishes. I quickly went to grab my grey studded bag and dashed out. We went to fetch Zahir up at his place and we went straight to Mom's school. Mom said we'll eat first but seeing how I just ate a bowl of cereals, I ordered iced tea while Mommy and lover ate fried kueyteow which looked so tempting. Har. After eating, Mommy went straight to her class to teach English while lover and I went to the library to start on our work Mommy asked to help. We managed to finished off in time. Went to Mydin food court for lunch. Had Yee Mee and I felt so fat. Ugh. Went back home and studied a little while lover fell asleep. I accidentally dozed off too after reading Law for a few minutes. Daddy arrived home and we all went out for dinner including lover at Shah Alam. I know right, food again? But this time I only had a few spoons of Tomyam because I think today had been so fattening. After dinner, we all went to send lover in his college in Bangi. We got around to explore his college too :]

I had so much fun spending time with lover, I kid you not. Its been a whole lot of fun. Its been awhile since we spend time like this. I was starting to miss it. Oh, I just love to stare when he's sleeping. I cant help it, he's so adorable! Especially when he's asleep. Oh oh and baby, you snore! Hihi. But who cares, I still love you so much :] And have I tell you how much I love when he holds my hand so tight that I felt so safe being with him? Yeah. I love the way he looks at me. I love the way he smiles at me. I love the way he tries to make me laugh. I love the way he put his hand around me. I love the way he talks/whispers to me. I love the way he plays around with my hair. I love his flying kisses the most! Ugh, Im starting to miss you already!

Okay, now. The bad part of the day. It all went well. Until my hands were itching to on my laptop. When I logged into my facebook, I saw all my college mates wrote about their MUET results on their walls. I was like, 'dont tell me the results are out. I cant bare with this now. No. Seriously dont.' But then my itchy hands had to go to Noor's page and saw this one link that will link me to the results' site. The thing with me was, I didnt even hesitate to click on that link. I HAD TO CLICK ON IT and there, you have it. The worst part of today.

BAND ACHIEVED: 4.

I was so shocked I did so bad :(

Boyfriend

THIS GOES OUT TO YOU, ZAHIR FIKRI.

I want your everything

Woke up today by the smell of good coffee. I grabbed my LG qwerty and called lover to wish him morning. Yesterday was fun! We arrived in Pyramid and went to Gasoline to eat. Jiji came after. After eating, we roamed around Pyramid which was pretty boring, but with good companies, it wasn't so bad after all :) When the clock striked 1840, we went to the the Scream Park. We were all shivering while queueing up. Once we were in, and all those ghosts came near us, we screamed non-stop. Lover hold on to me really close, I felt so safe being with him :) We sent Jiji back to Bandar Kinrara after and lover sent Nina and I back home. It was a productive day, I must say. And all these had got me thinking, I havent study this weekend, at all. Sigh.