you're so far away from me now. These past few days without you made me realise how dysfunctional I am without your presence. Its so obvious that I need you. You're always there for me and you never fail to cheer me up. You're always on my side no matter how many people are against me. You make me smile even though I'm in a bad mood. When I cry, you always do the sweetest thing that put a smile back on my face. When we argue, you always apologise without hesitation even though its my fault. You never give up with my whinings and attitude. When my best friend is ditching me, you stand right by me for support. Now, after almost a year with you, every time I'm about to fall into pieces, I always see you every time I turn. You're always there to catch me when I fall. I am now facing a lot in life but you're nowhere to be seen. I'm fragile without you, baby. Now I know how life would be without you. I'll be miserable. Life would not be something I would be excited for. Days will pass dully. You have always been a support to me. You have given me strength day by day. I can't function properly these few days while you're away. I really cant face life alone. No one is as great as you, as sweet as you, as caring as you, as loving as you, as nice as you. I can't even describe how lucky I am to have you. You light up my life every single day. Your smile, your laugh, your embrace, your words are my most favourite thing on earth. I don't want you to go away. So please, stay. Stay right by me forever. I want you permanently in my life as long as I can breath. The days I spent with you are the most wonderful days in my life. 5months when were 12, 9months now and still going strong. I would never wish for another guy to experienced all these with me. When you came in my life, you taught me a lot. I started to see the world in different ways. I finally believe that true love and soul mates really do exist in this cruel world. I used to think there is no perfect guy in this world. But as days passed, I came to realise that there is. You, Zahir Fikri is in fact, so perfect for me. You suit me very well. You understand me very well. You know me very well. Every time you say 'I love you', I'm on top of the world. Every time you treat me well,I feel like there's a shiny tiara on my head as you treat me like a princess. You don't care how much I eat, how clumsy I am, how loud my laugh is, how silly I get, you just keep on loving me like there's no other girl in this world. You make me feel like I'm the luckiest chick ever lived. I am highly proud of my boyfriend as you are the best a girl could ever ask for. I would never let anyone or anything stay in the way of our relationship. I will try my hardest to keep us going forever. I will never trade you with money or even clothes that I love so much. In fact, I would never trade you with anything. Because nothing can beat you. Any other guy would look like a total naive compared to you. You have the looks as much as you have the sweetness in you. You complete me, babycakes. Now here I am, sitting alone in front of my laptop in the middle of the night, expressing my feelings about you to my blog. I really need you here right now, baby. I am sick of waiting and I would do anything to get you back here with me. Usually I love the holidays but this year, I'm hating it as it is the main reason you're a thousand miles away from me. 10days might sound like a short period, but when it comes to you being away from me, it feels like decades ! You're my everything, Zhr Fikri :)
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